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I need help to recognise my own sanity. I don’t know why the elites have such a need to f*ck it all up. I can help myself in some ways. I feel assault from within when I think about the elites, moreover I feel the same from within by the masses, either they exacerbate me in ways which are unhelpful or I have to lift them up which feels like a constant effort. Sorry, they need to get smarter and more educated, it’s as simple as that. My God I know I’m being harsh, let no one think that I don’t love mankind because I do, I don’t want anyone to think I’m putting the blame on others. I’m seeking for an experience of sticking it to the elites right in their faces, anyone else feel that need?

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Look for a spiritual anchor. Severing our connection to the real Source of All Things, Ultimate Reality, is the heart of their program. The best thing to do when you feel adrift is to check in with your anchor; make sure it's there and the chain is strong. You can use Christian prayer, or the CTMU Core Affirmations, or your own teleologically consistent favorite mantras, to regain focus and help with dicernment.

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I’m beginning to see the light Gina, I’ve found my own method of meditation and if I consistently do that I will be permanently cured, eventually I’ll be able to go to that level automatically, the alpha brainwave state, whenever at will. Thank you for your help, and for your kindness.

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Thank God for you Genie, after reading your prayer that is, “may I be one of those in the small percent who do what’s right instead of bending to the will of the system” or something like that. I have seen the light, truly now.

Thank God for the MegaFoundation and Chris for giving me direction in reading only the best, I’ve profited by them and am far from finished so I have something to look forward to in the future.

And yes, it’s difficult to get the attention from Christ I know from personal experience, when he gives it (when the end of the hero deed is) you’ll appreciate his saying “and greater things than this he shall do”. I received my baptism from Jesus by the way, a blessing!

Also, you have to admire the way Socrates took the hemlock, I think his whole way of seeing things is very admirable, he was wisest because the only thing he knew was that he didn’t know!

And to those ‘spiritual gurus’ who think they are the real sh*t:

“Come, let me teach you about being Sane”,

“Pfffh, keep your un-sanity to yourself, and do come to me if you ever want a slice, as if you had the guts!”

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We have smart reasonable people. It’s trust in them that we lack as a collective.

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Such a key piece of this is that White people, many of them, no longer place any value on their heritage - their European uniqueness. Through successful demoralization efforts, many now believe to be a liability - or - they deny its existence entirely, essentially “unpersoning” themselves in the interest of the so called “greater good”.

The controllers have subverted and perverted the inclinations of goodwill possessed by our people to be used to catalyze our disappearance. Our deepest senses of honor and justice, defined by the Christian ideal of willing self-sacrifice, have been weaponized and hijacked, redefined, and deployed against us.

Christian Agape has nothing to do with willfully destroying yourself, your children, your people, for some pie-in-the-sky liberal world order defined in terms of non-existent total “equality”.

It is an ignominious perversion and it must be corrected without apology. Christian Agape may involve laying down your life, but ONLY for the Truth - ONLY for the Most High, and all that entails. It has to do with putting away self-will that diverts from Logos, and taking up the fight against evil. It grieves my heart that so many have been dragged away into this quagmire - the totality of their energetic purpose and determination debased and converted as the means of their own physical and spiritual destruction.

I’m no perfect person, and I have made many errors along the way - some grave and disturbing - but I am committed to living for Truth and the preservation of my people, people that cannot be replaced.

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